Dear Beverly

Hello, you've been on my mind and in my heart.

             Oh Doll, you remembered me.

Always.

There's just so much anger in me still over the way you were treated.
I know, I know, I have to move past it, but the "why" of all of it continues to elude me.

Why was your Facebook page forcibly taken down with only this comment from you to go on?

"Yeh, (name removed) took me off facebook because (name removed) had a shitfit because Nellie Linda's sister e-mailed me and it's a long story, some other time."

Should have asked.   Who is Nellie?   Who is Linda?   I don't recognize the names. 

Why was your laptop taken from you?  Why was your email account deleted?
Why were you systematically cutoff from the world?  What was the point?
I don't get it and that makes me so incredibly angry.  I should have done more.

Like you would say "oh wells" ...
Questions without answers ... oh wells.

Have a tune for you today ... a nice one from one of your favorite boys.  Enjoy.

http://youtu.be/3umaLe37-LE

I was always the crazy one
I broke into the stadium
And I wrote your number on the 50 yard line
You were always the perfect one
And the valadictorian so
Under your number I wrote "call for a good time"

I only wanted to catch your attention
But you overlooked me somehow
Besides you had too many boyfriends to mention
And I played my guitar too loud.

How do you like me now?
How do you like me now,
Now that I'm on my way?
Do you still think I'm crazy
Standin' here today?
I couldn't make you love me
But I always dreamed about living in your radio
How do you like me now?

When I took off to Tennessee
I heard that you made fun of me
Never imagined I'd make it this far
Then you married into money girl
Ain't it a cruel and funny world?
He took your dreams and tore them apart.

He never comes home
And you're always alone
And your kids hear you cryin down the hall
Alarm clock starts ringin'
Who could that be singin'
Its me baby, with your wake up call!

How do you like me now?
How do you like me now,
Now that I'm on my way?
Do you still think I'm crazy
Standin' here today?
I couldn't make you love me
But I always dreamed about living in your radio
How do you like me now?

Tell me baby...
I will preach on...