Dear Beverly

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Happened by to say hello and tell you how much you are on my mind and in my heart.

          Mi Amor.  You remembered me.

Always.

It comes in waves. 

Sadness.  Anger.  Sadness.

It is not my nature to hate,

but there it is each day, hate.

Forgiveness is supposed to cleanse the soul.

Perhaps.   But how can I forgive the unforgivable?

Why the control?   

Why the stalking?

Why the torments?   

Were you an object to be owned?

Is that the nature of a sociopath?

Is this like hating a snake?  Pointless. 

It is, after all, the snake’s nature to be the way it is.

The world seems so empty; lonely … these days. 

Hating makes it all the more so.

Have a tune for you …

Link:   Dolly Parton: I Will Always Love You

If I should stay
Well, I would only be in your way
And so I'll go, and yet I know
That I'll think of you each step of my way
And I will always love you
I will always love you

Bitter-sweet memories
That's all I have, and all Im taking with me
Good-bye, oh, please don't cry
Cause we both know that Im not
What you need
I will always love you
I will always love you

And I hope life, will treat you kind
And I hope that you have all
That you ever dreamed of
Oh, I do wish you joy
And I wish you happiness
But above all this
I wish you love
I love you, I will always love

I, I will always, always love you
I will always love you
I will always love you
I will always love you